a song and some bitching
WTF is up with all the guys I ever get interested in? They're always chasing after some chick that dumped them in horrible ways. They fucking seem so in love with these girls who treat them like shit and while they show interest in me they can't bring themselves to let this chicks go. I'm so fucking tired of this bullshit. I just want to lock myself in a room and let myself rot forever. I just hate everyone so much right now it isn't even funny.

Oh, and here's me being emo and posting song lyrics:

"Dont remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what itd cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
Id love to stay with you all
Please smile when you think of me
My bodys gone thats all

A tout le monde
A tout les amis
Je vous aime
Je dois partir
There are the last words
Ill ever speak
And theyll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
Theres nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living are scarred" -"A Tout Le Monde", Megadeth

Fucking Dave Mustaine.