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[16 Nov 2009|04:33pm] |
Halloo!
Been busy lately, and been dipping into the darker parts of myself again. Which means I'm a) lazier 2) afraid of sounding needy and iii) out of my mind
Fortunately I went on a 1/2 hour bike ride today, but unfortunately I was trying to cry 3/4 of the way through. I don't know why! Every other time I exercise I am excited, or maybe angry, but never ready to cry. It was a weird experience. Worked up a sweat though, and my thighs are sore and already getting stiff.
Well, my original regiment of exercising has gone to the wayside. It feels like a fad, exercising to exercise. Losing weight is too... flippant, too intangible for my goal. "Getting healthy" is too long term. Is there any way that I can get in rigorous exercise every day and have it accomplish something? Oddly enough, Iwould get that in a park ranger job... which I have to pass a physical fitness test for anyway. Phooey. Seriously, if I just don't think about it I can exercise my heart out!
Music kind of helps, but not as much as say, having to walk to my job every day. Which is out of the question, it's 20 miles from my apartment. I'm a bit jealous of my boss, he lives about 5 or 6 miles away, and bikes as often as he can.
So, what do you all do to help yourselves get over this business? do you even have this problem? if you do, or if you don't, what's your secret?
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[16 Nov 2009|02:04pm] |
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Man 'ripped in half' in motorcycle crash given remote-controlled bionic butt http://ping.fm/k1jLJ
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[16 Nov 2009|10:06am] |
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[16 Nov 2009|12:36am] |
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lately i have had bursts where i suddenly feel as if i could sleep, not just nap but fall into a deep sleep. I've been like this the past couple of months. I thought about seeing my neuro but I don't want to go unless its related to my epilepsy. I haven't had a seizure in over a year and i don't want to mess with my meds unless somethings up. my aunt thought it could be an aura but i usually know when I'm having an aura. Has anyone else experienced this?
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[15 Nov 2009|05:45pm] |
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Just another Sunday evening, painting demons striding across a desert landscape.
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